The Intimate Confessions of TGFR Members

[bia2209]

The waiting is finally over. This is the thread where TGFR members can get down and devious. Confess your private thoughts, fantasies and most devious experiences. With every new chapter of the Intimate Confessions of the Mulan Ladies, a new topic will be introduced into this thread.

That's where all of you come in;. Post your confessions whenever the urge strikes you. There is only one condition. You have to swear on Marat's next Grand Slam title that your confessions will be 100% unvarnished, totally intimate truth.

To get things started you will have the choice between two topics. The first as already introduced is "Kissing Strangers" and the second and as yet untouched topic is " First Impressions."

Happy confessing everyone. ;D ;D

[bia2209]

I thought i'd get the ball rolling...

First impressions are a funny thing. Sometimes someone makes an impression on you and you don't even know it. When the ladies first brought this topic up for discussion, Anushka mentioned her first impression of Marat.

Love at first sight...what else?

But it wasn't like that for me. Looking back i can hardly believe it. My first impression of Marat was very subtle. I think the first time I saw him was at Madrid 2004.

I thought, hmmm, he's kinda cute. It was the same thing the week after in Paris. Until that moment, I think it was against Henman..where Marat smiled. *swoons*

A small, sensual half smile. Wow.

From that moment on I was totally smitten.

My thing with first impressions is that they are not inflexible. Someone can make a good first impression and be a total jerk. Or more likely they can make a bad first impression and be a complete sweetheart.

I try to keep an openmind about people but at the same time, I trust my instinct and the vibe i get off people is something i put a lot of trust in.

To sum up. A good first impression is important but it's not everything. Well unless its a kiss. In that case first impressions (as well as fresh breath) are very important.

[LaFFy TaFFy]

First impressions......
You only get once chance to make a first impression, so that first impression counts. It is when you get evaluated, even if it is just a glance.
People look at what ya are wearing, how ya speak, and what ya look like, and it's so true.
The first time i saw Marat Safin in 2001, my first impression of him was OMG HE IS HOT, and that stuck, lol
I wasn't into tennis at the time, so didn't really know anything about him, but his name stuck with me and i would always look out for him on tv, when tennis was on at my mums.
Wasn't till AO 05 that i really started to watch tennis and of course him lol.
I have met some very rude people, that i dont really have time for, but one of those rude people ended up being my flatmate lol, and she is very lovely just not good at comunicating with others. It's not till you really get to know someone that you can really, truly know who they are and what they are like.
But we live in a world, that looks more on the outside then in the inside.

"Never judge a book by it's cover"

[Annie]

Kissing Strangers.... well..did it once and turned out to be quite a disaster....

I was a student in Malta and led quite a restless life outside University like all do between the ages of 17 and 22. During the last course of University, just about three months before my finals I was out on a Saturday night partying at a night club and dancing my skinny back then bum off LOL ;D I noticed a guy not far away from me...he was totally my type..very dark, huge brown eyes, a bit short for my liking but I never really hassled much about the height issue... Continuing to buzz the evening away I realised that he had noticed my presence too and kept shooting seductive glances my way... the night was starting to get interesting It had been a year since I split with a boyfriend of three years and just a few months till I left Malta for good and went back to Russia for imprisonment back in my parents' house LOL ;D I planned to make the most of it: I wanted to get a good degree and party till I drop in-between studying sessions.

A few hours after I found myself dancing away on my own when my friends took off to get us some drinks and that's when it hapenned...he just danced close to me, looked into my eyes, smiled, pulled me towards him and gave me an incredibly passionate kiss that lasted forever it seemed. I was lost We danced the night away and then he volunteered to take me home in his car...we drove to the seafront and stayed in the car watching the sunrise... He was sweet, funny and..he was Italian I realised that I was having an absolutely smashing time ;D It turned out he lived just a few blocks away from me and he asked me for my phone number... the day after we started dating....

To cut a long story short it was all amazing for about a month...he took me out, I met his friends, we partied, made passionate love and all was well until I found out two things. 1. He was a drug addict....a heroine addict, which is and 2. I was pregnant at the age of 21 from a junkie 2 months before my finals in a Catholic country where abortion is prohibited.

I found out I was pregnant two weeks after I had broken up with him because of drugs. I was on the phone to my best friendi= in Greece every day, she had arranged everything for me: her Dad is a gyne and he agreed to do an abortion...I was meant to fly there for a weekend and get back in a few days and start studying for my finals...those were the worst days of my life..I cried for hours non-stop and thought the world was coming to an end... three days prior to my departure for Greece I miscarried the baby.

That was the only time I kissed a stranger before I even knew his name and that was definitely the last time ever...

Funny enough...this was one of a very few times in my life when I was totally wrong with my first impression. I thought he was a great guy and he turned out the worst you can possibly come across...I am usually very good with my intuition...it must have been asleep or drugged at that time

Years have passed since then and I really don't mind talking about it now but back then....it was a nightmare

[sonya]

oh,niiice...this thread seems to work well so far. ;D i must admit,i had some doubts about it,cause every time i had to write a confession for the ff,i felt like i'm back in highschool,having homework and bia,breathing in my neck,sometimes yelling,sometimes whispering:"sonja,your confession!your confession!you still haven't written your confession!"

this went pretty deep and it really is intimate .sorry annie,you had such a bad experience,but you know,it happens people had such experiences even with their friends.my childhood friend
married some guy,an addict,and she didn't know that.she was pregnant,got back to her parents' home,and lives there now with her cute baby girl.

sooo...i have to recover from "must-write-a-confession',and then i might start writing it . ah,bia,bia ...

I SWEAR ON MARAT'S NEXT GRAND SLAM TITLE-MY CONFESSIONS WILL BE 100% UNVARNISHED,TOTALLY INTIMATE TRUTH ;D .NOT MY FAULT IF I DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN IT WELL,OR DON'T KNOW THE RIGHT ENGLISH WORD.IT WANT BE ON PURPOSE IF YOU INTERPRETATE IT A WRONG WAY!

btw,davis,where did your post vanish?

[davis]

sonya said:

btw,davis,where did your post vanish?

Being a perfectionist I wanted to modify my post (after discovering a spelling mistake, I know that's nerdy ). I accidentally pressed "delete" instead of "modify", though which means that the juicy details of my pre-marriage sex life have disappeared forever - I won't retype the whole thing, it took long enough composing it once.

Anyways, my ultra-short version on "Kissing a stranger": Do it! It's fun! Just don't get too involved...

[sonya]

lol ;D like the short version too!

it was a nice read davis,i'm happy i read it in time .

[katrin]

Guys, I like the thread=)))) So, lemme let my first confession - about...well, hard to decide...OK, I won't try being original, and will write something about first impressions. I can't write about kissing strangers after Mulan Ladies did this...lol They were inimitable.lol
And Sonya I absolutely agree with the short version
My first mpressions are ALWAYS accurate. The problem is that I sometimes don't believe them. It's almost like it's usually shown in cartoons for kids - the angel is sitting on my right shoulder and whspering the first impression in my ear. But there's also a very pretty red devil, wearing Prada *lol* , on my left shoulder, who says everything vice versa. And you know what? I tend to listen to the devil!!!! Just a tiny example - one of my best friends. When I saw her - "She's absolutely stunning and cute! I'd love to have a friend like that" That was what the angel said. But in a week I decided that she was just a cunning bitch, and the very naughty one...
At least I was lucky enough to chane my mind =)))) The funniest thing is that she was thinking the same about me...=)

[bia2209]

New chapter new topic..as promised.

The lastest subject being thrown into the mix is "When is a lie not a lie?"

Is it possible to lie for the right reasons. Do the ends justify the means?

Confess your thoughts

[Eimear]

Are small white lies not necessary in life? You can't always say what you think or you'll hurt people. The truth is sometimes harsh and sometimes people aren't able to handle it. Is a small lie then not justified? Like telling someone they look beautiful even if they don't really, but they needed to hear the compliment, and while they may not be beautiful appearance wise they're still beautiful to you.

I think white lies like that are ok, as long as no one gets hurt or obviously you're not breaking the law or anything like that
When you tell a small white lie and it helps someone while you don't gain anything from it, I think then it is justified. Sometimes people can't handle the truth and you need to lie to protect them, like being told as a child that your dog was sent away to live on a farm when in actual fact he was put down. That is a lie parents tell their children to protect them. Aren't lies like that acceptable? I think they are. Although in retrospect I thought for many years that my beloved Tutu was running free on a farm somewhere,
Now that I think about it, the truth always comes out in the end, so maybe it would be easier to say the truth from the start? And no one likes being lied to!

Oh dear, now I'm confused..........

[tina]

First, yay I m back 9 from 3 week of absence-damn comp. but so good to be back!
Second, I LOVE NEW CONFESSIONS, I mean that all of members are writing 100% truth confessions!!!!!!
Three, I reed what u all wrote before and I m so touched with that. We know each other how much, how long but I trust my mulan ladies and some more on TGFR and I m not ashamed to revile all my secrets, my thoughts ….
Annie what you wrote is so great and U ARE STRONG GIRL SO GO ADMIN ANNIE!!!!!!What u wrote made me thinking-life really can put u in some weird situations! But I believe what doesn’t kill u makes u stronger so….

"When is a lie not a lie?"

I don’t like and I don’t know how to lie. When I lie –who knows me good will see that- I blush, start talking not normally, I hade eyes….. and I don’t like that feeling when u lie.
One of my friends was seeing with one guy who had girlfriend so only I knew it and I had to lie one or two times her mum that she is at my place- taking shower or etc.That feeling is??? Anyway not good.
But when u lie to your parents that u wasn’t out so late , that u are ok when your ex boyfriend hurted u ,that u are ok that u sometimes when u are not –for me that is ok!
We all lie but the most important thing is to be honest to yourself!!!When u look in mirror that u see honest person who is not ashamed of her acts!!!That we can look anybody in eyes with no fear!!!

[bia2209]

;D ;D * does a little happy dance* Yay!!! Tina you're back!! We missed you girl...glad that you are with us again ;D

[tina]

BIAAAAA I M BACK AND I MISSED U ALL A LOT
;D ;D ;D ;D* does a little happy dance* ;D ;D ;D

[katrin]

Hi again - I think I've been wasting my time not taking part in the life of the forum! I'm sorry, guys, hope I'll be able to redeem my fault=))) lol

So now back to confessions. The first is about liying - I DON'T THINK A PERSON CAN LIVE WITHOUT TINY LIES!!!! :oThis may be shocking, but that's true. I don't mean lying while being involved in some close relationship, or trying to make other people become interested in you - in this case the old Russian proverb 'A tiny lie gives birth to a big suspicion' is absolutely right. But what would you reply when you best friend is askin' you loudly in front of 15 peeople 'How's my new skirt'. Would you tell her the truth - it's a nightmare'? I wouldn't, cos I don't wanna risk her good mood and give people around the cause to laugh. We're not the actors in a sitcom, after all.

And the second confession is about kissing strangers... Thanks, Sabz, I decided to post it here=)))

To be honest, I've kissed strangers more than one time, and the majority of the times (2 ) occured when I was in the nightclub - so, nothing special. The most interesting thing is that I wasn't drunk at any of the times. Once it was made just on a bet with my friends (the first one, that's how it all began ;D, the second time I was broken-hearted and wanted to be dispelled. But the third time is the best one, and I still recall the situation with pride. Me and my ex-boyfrend were at the cafe, situated in the big moll...And that was the day when he became ex actually ...;D ;D lol We wanted to make our relationship clear. As a matter of fact, I wanted, not he. We've been arguing for about half an hour when I stood up, telling something like 'well, good bye then', and went out of the cafe, (leaving hime to deal with the check. lol) He went out after me, and then I thought 'Is there anything I can do to shock him???' I was pasing by the little jewellery shop, and saw a security guard standing near the entrance... He looked cute. I remember myself thinking "Yeah, he's who I need" Poor guy, he didn't know how to react...lol He must have been thinking I was gonna rob the shop lol
It goes without saying that my ex stopped in his tracks and never called me since then. I think he's deleted my number from the phonebook, believing I went insane forever...lol

[sabz]

YAY!! u posted it!!! ;D now the whole world can see what a devious person u r lol ;D
i have said this once n i will say it again - YOU GO GIRL ROFL
although poor poor security guard - had no idea what hit him