Post by Annie on Jul 10, 2007 9:21:29 GMT 3
A Girl in the Hotel
by hipponette
Chapter 1
Marat was getting ready for an afternoon practice. He just got here the night before, and slept the whole day because of jet lag. He was used to it. He pulled a shirt over his head and grabbed his shoes. Sitting on the couch, he put on a pair of socks. And then another. He laced up his shoes and stood up. Grabbing his bag, he swung it on his shoulder and headed out the door.
As he went out, he saw Daniela Hantuchova walking in the hall with her hitting partner for the day. It was like time slowed down for him. And as cheesy movies go, they smiled at each other. They both smiled smirkily at each other. Her hitting partner didn't seem to have noticed him, as she looked ahead. But as soon as she walked past, time went back to its regular speed again. Weird.
He shook his head and headed to the elevators. He was tired....that was it. He was hallucinating. Oh well, on to practice.
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Pop...Pop.....Pop....Pop....Pop....Net.
"Goin' for a little too much there, Marat," Dima said from across the net. His fellow Russian had agreed to hit with him because he couldn't find anyone else.
"I know that," Marat replied irritably.
"Geez, ice queen, ease up."
Marat shook his head and put his racket up in apology. Dima put his up as well.
As their practice match went on, Marat's frustrations only grew worse. The balls were flying off his racket and well, it just wasn't a good day.
"You okay, man?" Dima asked him in a changeover.
"Yeah."
"You sure? Normally you'd have your head up," he said.
Marat gave him a look.
Dima rolled his eyes. "You know...Big Marat....ra ra ra," he mocked a giant.
That at least brought a smile to Marat's face. He was still a kid at heart.
"I don't know. I'm just tired, I guess."
"Hey, whatever you say, man."
Minutes later, they were packing up. Dima had won their match, but didn't say anything. Normally he'd be the jolly guy making a crack at everything. But not today. Marat affects everyone's moods.
"You wanna go out to dinner? I think Misha and Igor are coming," Dima offered.
"Nah, I'll do room service tonight. Thanks, though."
They walked out of the gates. They were immediately swarmed by fans who had been watching their practice. Marat felt bad for them. He had put out a half-hearted display of tennis, and now they were facing the bitchy Safin. He lazily scribbled on magazines, caps, shirts, an arm, and tennis balls. When he couldn't take it anymore, he just said "Thanks guys. I have to catch dinner with someone. Thank you," and he walked off. In the background, he heard a small muttering of disappointment and maybe some anger. What a cherry on top of his freakin' ice cream.
He headed in the locker room, changed out of his clothes, and stepped in the shower. For a while, he just stood under the spray, not moving. He sighed. Why me? Why do I have to catch hell all the time? ....I guess it could be worse. A lot worse.
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He walked in the hallway to his room, looking as sluggish as ever. It was as if even his bag was too heavy for him. He came across Daniela again, and he just looked at her from afar, still walking.
Daniela saw Marat walking in the hallway again. But this time, he looked worse. Sluggish. She furrowed her brow. As they neared each other, she asked, "Long day?" She even stopped for him.
All she got was a grunt of "Yeah." No smile, no real eye contact. He just walked past her, unlocked his door, went in, and shut it resoundingly.
"Okayyyy..." she said softly to herself. She continued walking
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As he finished his glamorous room service dinner, he got ready for bed. As he went in the bathroom, he saw his reflection on the mirror. He'd definitely aged. He was 27, a veteran of the tour, and he was getting tired. He remembered coming in the tour, always clean shaven, tall and lanky, and just eager to play anytime anywhere. Now he was unshaven, his body had definitely grown and changed, and he'd be lying if he said there wasn't a time when he thought about skipping a tournament.
Thinking back to the practice, he thought about the articles he'd read about him. Most wrote about how he should just hang up the tennis clothes and retire; save his dignity. But as soon as that thought entered his mind, images of winning the Davis Cup for his country flashed. That's what he played for.
He sighed. But his look turned fierce. Still staring at the mirror, he looked for the last ounce of confidence he had. As he found it and built it, he told himself:
Hope dies last. Hope dies last. .......I can do this. I'm not gonna bow out. I can still do this. Damn it, I'm gonna make those people shut their mouth.
He found himslef pounding the sink, making his hygienic stuff rattle. He panted.
"I can do this," he whispered. After one last look at the mirror, he took his shirt off, leaving just his track pants on. He climbed into bed, relishing the feel of comfort. It didn't take him long to find sleep.